Talking Again...

talking again.. it was so hard for me to talk again with him...to Blame him to tell him all what i felt ..to let him feel my pain..i had two diffrents feeling..one of sadness & the other of happiness..i know that i did something wrong but i needed to talk with him again..just talking ...& sharing my pain ...he can listen to me ..he can understand me ...i can told him stories that i can't speak about with others persons...but am scared now...scared of saying goodbyes again for ever..scared of beeing in another world... far of all the people i loved in my life....i had some bad feelings..i have nothing To Say..Just Al7amdulilah for everything i lived for every single moment spent with my family ...al7amdulelah to had a great friends like you....i will never forget you never ever...i Love you & i will love you till the end of my life
to all the people i met in my whole life...you are a part Of My heart

keeping someone's secret

it's a very difficult thing to do,It takes a great deal of willpower and determination, not to want to tell someone what you just heard. If you feel that you do not have the willpower necessary, then do not put yourself in the position of even hearing a secret.
You have to keep this secret because no one else is supposed to know about it. The most effective way of keeping something from spreading around is to keep it to yourself. People can't betray a secret they don't know....Lie, if necessary, but keep it as a last resort. Lies can complicate things and cause a lot of trouble in the future. However, it can be very effective, especially if you would go through any lengths to keep this secret under wraps. Or, tell everyone you know, but pretend you are kidding
now i'm keeping a big secret and i can even tell this person that i knew this secret...i can't tell no one..& at the same time i feel so bad on keeping it ...i wish i can tell
someone... to help me feeling better ...
i can't describe my feeling....fear...madness...anger...:( i love this person & am so sad for him ...

Hold My Hand

Akon...Hold My Hand

This life don’t last forever (hold my hand)
So tell me what we’re waitin’ for (hold my hand)
Better off being together (hold my hand)
Than being miserable alone (hold my hand)

Cause I’ve been there before
And you’ve been there before
But together we can be alright.
Cause when it gets dark and when it gets cold
We can just hold each other till we see the sunlight

So if you just hold my hand
Baby I promise that I’ll do all I can
Things will get better if you just hold my hand
Nothing can come in between us if you just hold, hold my, hold my, hold my hand.

The nights are getting darker (hold my hand)
And there’s no peace inside (hold my hand)
So why make our lives harder (hold my hand)
By fighting love, tonight.

Cause I’ve been there before
And you’ve been there before
But together we can be alright.
Cause when it gets dark and when it gets cold
We can just hold each other till we see the sunlight

So if you just hold my hand
Baby I promise that I’ll do all I can
Things will get better if you just hold my hand
Nothing can come in between us if you just hold my hand

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hold someone's hand is to feel safe...to feel confortable
hold someone's hand in a dark night to give light

hold someone's hand to make hope becomes a reality
hold someone's hand in all your lifetime ...

live a long happy life with someone who loves you who cares about you who deserves your love & your sacrifice.
never lose the hope....the sun will rise tomorrow and will bring a brand new day.

Amazing Artist....Amazing Dad

Amr Diab With KEnzy Jana & Abdallah

♥♥فضفضة♥♥

مش عارفة ابتدي الكلام بايه...عشان حاسة ان جوايا كلام كتير متلخبط و مش عارفة ارتبه
حاجات كتيرة اوي ضايقتني الفترة اللي عدت و حاجات برضه بسطتني..بس بحس ان لحظات الفرح قصيرة..قصيرة لدرجة انك بتحس بيها في وقتها بس و اول ما تخلص تحس انك مفرحتش...انما لحظات الكأبة و الحزن..ما شاء الله بتطول و بتطول كتيير
بس الحمد لله على كل حاجة...دايما نحمد ربنا على كل نعمه
يمكن الفترة الي فاتت انا اتغيرت..و اتغيرت كتيير اتغيرت و مبقتش عارفة نفسي كويساتغيرت على اهلي و على أصحابي..و ناس كتيرة لقيت انها مش فاهماني..او بمعنى أصح مستحملتنيش..و اضايقت مني و مقدرتش اني كنت بمر بمرحلة صعبة في حياتي...انا مش بلوم حد...عشان محدش له ذنب في حاجة...بس جايز انا بقول كده عشان النهاردة ضايقت مني انسانة غالية عندي اوي..ضايقت حد كنت اتمنى انه يستحملني اكتر و مهما انا كنت غلطانة يستحمل شوية.... انا أسفةعشان مقصدتش اني اضايقك...
الحياة دي غريبة بجد..تعيشنا في في فرحة و ترسملنا احلام جميلة و توهمنا ان الحياة لونها بمبي و فجأة كل يتغير و ترجع تسود و الوانها الحلوة تتقلب....بس هي كده ...ده طبع الحياة..احنا اللي مبنعرفش نستحمل...انا حاسة ان محدش فاهم حاجة...بس زي ما تقولو بفضفض مع نفسي بصوت عالي شوية...مع اني نفسي أصرخ و افضفض و ابكي و أقول كل اللي جوايا...بحاول أقنع نفسي انها فترة و هتعدي..و اني أقوى من كده و اني و اني و اني..بس انا و لا قادرة اعمل حاجة..بقول مش مستهلة و محدش يستاهل...بحاول أكبر دماغي مش ماشي معايا الكلام ده..سعات الواحد بيحس انه تعب و نفسه يرمي كل همه على حد ..حد يعرف يفهمه بجد و يحاول يقف جنبه و يطلعه من اللي هو فيه....يمكن قابلت في حياتي ناس عملت معايا كده..بس كله بيبقى لفترة معينة..بعدين الكل بيتعب و ينشغل بنفسه...محدش في الدنيا عايش بس عشان غيره..و ده طبيعي...ولازم نقتنع بده
ساعات و احنا مبسوطين بنلاقي ان في ناس كتيرة حوالينا و ساعات من فرحتنا مش بنبقى محتاجين لحد....بس و احنا زعلانين مش كل الناس بتبقى جنبنا..عشان محدش عايز يدور على الكأبة و الحزن الناس مش ناقصة..بس انا عايزة أقول حاجة لناس كتيرة كانت جنبي حتى لو بكلمة حلوة او مكالمة او مسج....بجد انا في حياتي ما هنسى وقفة حد جنبي...عمري ما هنسى كلامكم و لا حبكم ليا اللي حسسني ان لسه فيه في الدنيا دي ناس جميلة...والله من كل قلبي نفسي ربنا يسعدكم كلكم و يجعل أيامكم كلها فرح و سعادة زي ما خليتو أيامي جميلة و حلوة ..اكيد كل واحد فيكم عارف نفسه..سواء في حياتي على الواقع او على النت..و أصلا انتم واحد عشان الاصحاب واحد في اي مكان

و انا أسفة لو ضايقت أي حد فيكم..بس انتم استحملتوني كتير..و من حقكم عليا اني اعتذر لأي حد انا اتغيرت عليه او ضايقته من غير قصد

الايام اللي عشناها مع بعض كانت مليانة حب و ضحك و هزار و ساعات حزن و دموع ...فا عمرها ما هتتنسي.. بجد

في كمان انسان وجعني اوي اوي اوي و جه عليا...بس من حبي ليه عمري ما هقدر أزعل منه...و هسامحه...لسبب بسيط انه كان في يوم من الايام كل حاجة في حياتي..و اهم انسان في حياتي كلها...بس للأسف..مفيش حاجة بتبقى على حالها ...ليه غالبا أكتر حد بنحبه هو اللي بيوجعنا اوي و ليه تنوجع منه مدام بنحبه؟؟ و ليه يوجعنا لو كان بيقول انه بيحبنا

بس انا اتعلمت....اتعلمت اني مديش مكانة لحد في حياتي أقل من اللي هو مديهاني..اني محبش غيري اكتر من نفسي...اني مثقش في أي حد بسهولة..ا...و مجيش على نفسي عشان غيري برضه..اتعلمت ان اهلي هما رقم واحد في حياتي و أصحابي بعدهم..و اكيد ربنا و رسوله قبل أي حد و دي حاجة مفروغ منها
اتعلمت ان الحياة مبتتفهمش بسهولة و اننا مبنتعلمش ببلاش
بس الحمد لله ..بحمد ربنا اني عديت مرحلة و مقتنعة ان ده نصيبي و راضية بيه و بحاول أتعايش و اعيش حياتي الجديدة و انسى اللي حلمت بيه و اللي خططله..جايز ده صعب ..بس عندي اقتناع ان ربنا دايما بيكتبلنا اللي فيه الخير

غير كده بقا عندي أمل جميل في بكرة...مش هبص ورايا تاني و لا أبكي على اللي فات
ساعات احس ان جوايا طاقة ايجابية جميلة بتدفعني دايما لقدام نفسي أحاول ابقى انسانة جديدة و احسن من اللي كنت..عشان فعلا في حاجة متستهلش ان حياتنا تقف عليها..اللي جاي من حياتي هو اللي يستاهل و ربنا يقدرني و اكون قد الي جاي...محتاجة دعوات كتيرة..محتاجة حد يقف جنبي من قلبه..محتاجة لحضن يشيل شوية من همي..مش هطمع و هقول كله..محتاجة لصديق بجد ..صديق ميزعلش مني و يقدر ان اللي انا فيه مش سهل على حد و مش بسهولة هرجع الانسانة اللي عرفها من زمان...ايمي بتاعة زمان اتغيرت و كبرت و نضجت اكتر..و رغم كل اللي حصلي انا بشكر الانسان اللي خلاني كده...اللي خلاني أعرف قيمة الحياة حتى لو اتوجعت منها...عمري ما هنساك♥♥...خليك فاكرني

Quelque Chose au Fond de Moi

"Ça fait très longtemps que je n'ai pas écrit en Français..ça me manque..:D D’abord je commence par un proverbe que j'aime.."Ce qui est passé a fui, ce que tu espères est absent, mais le présent est à toi. "..La vie Nous change et nous rend jour après jour plus mûre et expérimenté. On apprend du passé pour mieux vivre à l’avenir.. Parfois ça fait mal de se souvenir de ce qui s’est passé …parfois ce qui est passé nous apporte de la joie..Quelque chose au fond de nous nous dit que la couleur de l’avenir est noire..autre dit que c’est en rose..mais ce que je croix. Est que La lumière ne brille qu'en présence d'obscurité… J’avoue que c’était dure…et sa sera plus difficile sans lui…j’avais l’habitude de son existence dans ma vie…Maintenant il n’existe plus. Et il n’existera plus jamais ..je l’aime encore..et ça sera pour l’éternité. j'ai besoin d'écrire ,écrire ,écrire et écrire..dire tout ce que j'ai au fond de moi...m'exprimer de n'importe quelle façon..j'ai décidé de ne rien caché au fond, parce que ça fait mal de garder des souffrances au fond d'un être humain... j'étais innocente..j'étais comme un enfant près de lui.. j'ai vécu avec lui les plus beaux moments de ma vie...j'ai tout vécu avec lui..le bonheur , le chagrin ....c'était merveilleux...je ne sais pas pourquoi quand c'est fini entre deux amoureux ils ne se souvenait que des mauvais moments.!!?? C'est la vie...et on doit la vivre comme elle est...les souvenirs ne s'effacent pas, donc a quoi sert de rester prisonnière des mauvais moments...je vais vivre..je vais être heureuse...je dois continuer sans lui

Live Like You’ll Die Tomorrow

If tomorrow never comes, will the people you love know how much you love them? If tomorrow never comes, will you have done what you really wanted to do in your lifetime? If tomorrow never comes, would you live today differently?

One day, tomorrow will not come. We all know that. We just assume that today will not be the day that this truth comes true. What would you do today if you knew it were your last? Maybe you have not thought about it very much. I have. Every day for the last few years. So perhaps I can suggest a few things.

***Write letters to your loved ones

Tell them you love them. Tell them what you love about them. Tell them the specific shared moments you remember. Tell them how much you appreciate the little things they do that you usually don’t bother to thank them for. Tell them whatever is in your heart.

When you’re gone, your loved ones are left with only memories, and maybe photographs. But if they have a letter or note in your handwriting, they will have part of you to keep forever. Write a letter today. Start with the person you love most. When you next remember, write to the next person. And so on. Give it to them at once, or seal it so they will get it when you’re gone.

* Forgive the unforgiven

You may be a rare saint who is at peace with everyone in your life. Most people are not and usually there is a person or a few that you refuse to see or speak to, even though you know that you care about them. Make a decision to forgive them, whether you tell them or not. Just throw out the negative thoughts you keep having about them, and replace them with thoughts like “He was trying his best” or “She is just showing love in her own way”.


* Spend time with those you love

No matter how busy you are, you can spend five minutes with someone in your family either in person or on the phone. And that doesn’t mean watching TV together. Ask them about their day and really listen. Offer to do something for them and ask them to name the task. Or just sit and look at them and if they ask why just say you love looking at them. Essentially this time lets them know how much they mean to you.

You’ll be surprised how much you can learn about people you think you know well when you really stop and pay attention. Try to notice something about them that you never noticed before. We all want somebody to witness our lives. You can be that witness for somebody today. And that person will feel less lonely because for five minutes, they really mattered to you.

** Take a step towards your dreams

If you always wanted to write a book, then write just one page. If you want to pursue further education, fill out an application form. If you want to have your own business, sketch a rough business plan. If you want to marry, just do it :D. If you want to be lean and fit, go for a jog. If you want to grow a garden, buy one plant. Just do something.

You see, chances are that tomorrrow will come for you. Just one more time. And maybe a few more times after that. So if you do a little bit everyday, those small steps will add up to a continuous and fruitful journey. And day by day, year by year, your dreams will start coming true. And you will love your life.

And if tomorrow does not come? Then you would have done what really mattered today. You would have lived a day worth living. That’s the only way I want to live. And I hope you will too.


As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.


To all the persons i Love...You really means a lot to me...